Monday, May 20, 2019

"Everyone has some level of innate intuitive capability"


So, I am Jedi....

I came across a paper describing how to develop Jedi powers.

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"Everyone has some level of innate intuitive capability." https://globalfreedommovement.org/scientific-proof-of-jedi-powers-and-how-to-develop-them/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=Social&utm_campaign=SocialWarfare&fbclid=IwAR2xLAIP5pl-7XlBqwIiRl7gB_O9cnobCKX-KpUiHKbBjVXN3EwHWgzd0zI 
I already knew mine. It happened once and I knew it would keep happening. I learn extremely fast. It has been so fast that it attracted the attention of the school psychologist. 

I got bumped up in work level. By the time that I hit the 7th grade, I was having my mother drive me to the local university library to use the journals for research papers. I had a learning ability, not a super power. Maybe I thought this way because I did remain with my peers. I was to be moved up a grade level in kindergarten, but my mother was against it. In the fourth grade, I only did pull-out for reading. Junior high and high school had advanced placement classes with my peers. 

When I had this injury I got an idea. I had the stroke in 2002 and the neurological repair surgery in 2004, so the idea had to come in 2005. That sounds about right, because that is when I started work on this hand that I type with. It had to move appropriately. My idea was simple for me. I would do it. I would "rehab" my body. 

So much time has passed that it can't be called rehab, but it should be called remediation. There has to be over-lap.
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"Parts of the brain are associated  with psychic powers. "Dr. Melvin Morse believes humans have a sixth sensory ability located “within” the right temporal lobe, hippocampus, and related limbic structures. According to him, this region “interprets information obtained through communication with an interactive universe,” and allows for telepathic communication with other people through their right temporal lobes. “It involves perception of other realities.” He states that we perceive the operation of the right temporal lobe as “intuition.”              

No wonder why Dr Morse would ask me what I smelled that day. Smell is part of the limbic system.

Functional neurogenesis is there.  I had a brain injury. My focus was there. I wanted new neurons. Neurons are mostly made in the hippocampus (area of brain), but you don't smell with that. There's no excitement there. However, some neurons are made in the olfactory bulb. Now that was exciting. The sense of smell came from there.
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I speak. Once I couldn't. I typed this with my left hand. I couldn't move my arms after the stroke. "I went from no swallow to a very small one." (Facebook comment) Now I can eat lollipops. It has been years, but these skills are now enough to be worked on by a therapist.

That's getting people. That means I was there all this time. That means I was misdiagnosed. That means I AM CURRENTLY MISDIAGNOSED.

Long ago I was told in that government program at the last hospital in my long stay, that I was imagining improvement. I left. They were doing nothing. I could do more as incapacitated as I was (long ago I worked with special needs children). Sure it's slow now, but it is better than nothing. That is why I speak enough to be understood and type with one finger, but I am vegetative. I slowly work on it.

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The old mind-body problem comes up.
My case takes you closer.



Sunday, May 5, 2019

Getting My Story Out


"It was an honor to tell Angela’s miraculous story in my Merced Sun-Star column" -Mike Tharp.
 
The article was scanned. The direct link doesn't work anymore, but  I put the article in this story,  https://thoughtfulveg.blogspot.com/2012/02/angela.html My music therapist scanned it for an e-mail.

I made the therapist's e-mail into a story. He gives his first-hand account of me. He saw that I was placed with the vegetative patients and that I had started talking. He saw that I was put up front to show off my success. (Unknowingly, the hospital was showing off a grave error. They were showing off that I was misdiagnosed.)
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I don't know why the government STILL says I'm not conscious. It doesn't look good. It looks like they are hiding something. It looked like they were hiding me.

It doesn't make  any sense. I can give the first 5 years to honest mistake. The second set of 5 years should have been investigation. What is the third set (10-15 years)? I'm now on  my way to 17 years. There's no excuse.

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This is the problem with the government's cookie cutter policy. Other cases are not like mine. Every brain injury is different as is every brain. We are individuals.



Saying that we are individuals can get me in trouble. Yes, people as a group are alike in many ways. Each person, though, is unique.



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My brain injury was repairable. I wouldn't immediately have regression and die if I was given the proper treatment. I had to find the independent university that would do this. Stanford, this university, was never given any credit.

What you have been seeing is brain growth. It's slow and methodical. I am not recovering lost skills. I am re-learning them. I'm a fast learner (but it's still years from my injury.)